Cemetery
New beginnings. Change. Different. This is something that I need in my life. In the past year, I haven’t had much change in my life and I’ve started to think more about the future for the first time in my life. I have never really been the person to get a lot of things done, but these past couple of months it has changed. I tend to rely on what the future holds for me and only think in the future and not in the present. I am done with sitting and watching the days and light go by, I wanna make a change in my life. I want to be more confident and have self-love. I want a lot of things in life but the things you can get first in your life is making changes about yourself and your look of yourself to start the path of your future and goals.
Over quarantine, I had a lot of time to spare and never really knew what to do with it. I have always been very close with my family and living with them this summer wasn’t as bad as I thought it would be. When getting more comfortable with staying home, routines started with everyone around me but I seemed to be the only one to not really have one. I didn’t have a job and did a lot of things on the go because I didn’t have much going on but there was always one thing that I did have as a daily routine, walking. This summer, I would always go on walks with my mom around our neighborhood, down the street, and to the grocery store, but one walk that was always my favorite was going to the cemetery. When walking to the cemetery I would always go with my mom and it would be our time to talk and let things off of my chest. This is something that I loved doing because it made the moment so wholesome and made me realize that I need to appreciate these small daily things.
The cemetery walk starts with a small hill to walk up and then you reach the top and its beautiful view of the hills and buildings. The further you walk the taller the trees get and the more beautiful and scenic it gets. Either in the summer or now I will go up there just to sit and watch what’s around me.
